My First Failure
Experienced it with a thud
It came from a single beep
Left me a shocked, a broken bud
For there was no leap
Of joy but crest fallen hearts
As a thought I couldn't accept in
As a reality which didn't seep in
Never my imagination brought me here
Never visited in nightmares here
Failure, they say
The stepping stone to success
But who knows what it takes
To stand below these dreadful steps
To travel that booky past
I don't fear hardwork
I don't fear the world talks
But I fear my conscience, my failure
As a thought I couldn't accept in
As a reality which didn't seep in
Never my imagination brought me here
Never visited in nightmares here
But still today, I stand here
And now I have nothing to fear
With experience and a shattered confidence
Each leg on either side of the Inter fence
I ll be here for the next half year
But I hope the rainbow is definitely near
I don't want the conscious tag
I don't want this heavy guilty emotional bag
I ll move ahead and ahead in some time
And then we'll together dine!
For now we have a fable,
A fable of half-handshakes
A fable of half-hugs
A fable of half-pedhas et all
For this thought I cant accept in
For this reality which doesn't seep in
Never my imagination brought me here
Never visited in nightmares here!
adiós,
mp aka pv
